Bedtime makes me hate being a mother. I dread it when night comes around and I know my baby does to. She never sleeps. Never. And we are far past the point where she shouldn’t be up all the time. We tried every sleep training imaginable and nothing works. She fights us and then after you do finally fight her for HOURS to finally get her to sleep it only last for an hour maybe two if we’re lucky. Then right back to fighting and rocking and shushing and patting. It’s insanity!! I hate it.

I hate how hard she fights us. I hate that she never sleeps through the night. I hate that I’m the only one who has to deal with it because my husband is at work. I hate waking up to breastfeed. I hate to hear her cry. I hate this part of motherhood. I hate that I’m probably ruining her for life because I can’t figure out how to make her sleep!!!!