Last night I was trying to cuddle with my husband. I’m 5’3” and like 230 pds (just had a baby about 2 months ago) and he’s 6’4” and like 300 pds. Instead, he got hateful with me word wise, was bitching about me wanting to cuddle..then he got up, laid his whole body on top of me and put his entire body weight (literally laid his whole body) on top of me while I was on my side and wouldn’t get off of me. So he was bitching & moaning about me wanting to cuddle, giving me crap about it and when I moved away from him, rolled over on my side facing away from him is when he decided to get on top of me, smushing me with his whole body.

It felt like I couldn’t breathe, like he was crushing me and he wouldn’t get off for a few minutes. 😔 he then was like what’s wrong, I want to cuddle and tried to pull me close after. To which I ignored and just went to bed. I don’t think I’ll ever be asking or wanting to cuddle again.

Not to mention he just stayed in bed for 5 hours instead of helping me with the kids & house after he got home from only working 4.5 hours. Either slept or was on his phone ignoring me/us. I’m just so tired. 🥺