I just need to vent. I am so fucking tired. I am SO FUCKING TIRED OF EVERYTHING. I feel like everything that can go wrong in my life, and my relationship goes wrong. The only positive thing I have in my life is my child. I love them so much. But I know they will be so loved and taken care of by my family. I cannot stop thinking about just ending it all. Every free second I have I just think about writing my family letters and just doing it. In bed I lie there thinking about getting out of bed and doing it. All the time I think about it. I’m tired