I feel like I am cursed and not met to have love. I guy that I had been seeing and really really liked just passed away. He was on his motorcycle and got kit and decapitated by a semi. At this point I think I'm destined to be alone. My first husband and father to my children realized he was gay when I was pregnant with twins. He left me for his coworker and now they're married. We are actually all on good terms. He didn't cheat. He told me he realized he was gay. That was hard. Especially since I was pregnant. Person I started dating after healing. Was jealous of me co-parenting with my gay ex husband and raped me in front of my son. Now this guy is dead. Gay, rapist, dead. At this point I think I'll just be alone forever