The stress and anxiety is getting to me...
A lot of things are changing in my life and the thought of it is putting me into a panic. I'm sorry for the long post, but I don't really have friends and I don't want to worry my husband anymore than he already is...
A. We decided we need a house now that we are a family of 4 and want to be in a safer neighborhood with a yard and rooms for the kids. However, we're pretty much living paycheck to paycheck.
B. Because we want a house, I decided to transfer locations at my job. It's closer to home, more money, saves on car expenses BUT the environment sucks compared to my old location (already have a peer ignoring me. And while that doesn't sound like a big deal, I'm supposed to be her partner.)
C. My in-laws are our childcare to our 2 year old and 8 month old. I'm eternally grateful, but their daughter's going back to college and I was given sort of short notice about the schedule change. Now I have to request 3 days a week to have a set schedule (and that breaks availability/scheduling requirements for management aka me), so.im worried I may lose my job/have to find a new job.
D. There's potential that my husband might get deported in the near future. This would be a 10 year bar from coming back here and we would have to go with him to a country I've never been to. I would do it to keep our family together, but I'm worried about jobs and how we will adapt. PLUS, it's my fault he's in this situation.
I don't know what to do and I can't sleep. When I do sleep, it's nightmares. It all just happened this past week and I've been completely blindsided. I'd appreciate prayers, positive vibes, from whatever belief system you belong to. I know.people have it worse than me, but I'm clueless as to where to start in my situation...
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