So my boyfriend and I were trying to conceive and we finally did. I’m about 8 weeks or so.

Why is it that the last month I’ve been doubting the entire relationship all of a sudden. Like all I want, is to be alone and single.

And it really got triggered after my gender reveal. I got the flu a few days prior and my family couldn’t make the trip on the date his mom ( my MIL) set it for and I asked her numerous times to cancel it for a later date: she refused. So we showed up 2 hours later and when I walked up I saw

Blue silly string all over the floor. She revealed the gender to my boyfriend’s kids and all their family and my kids missed it and that’s how they found out about having a brother.. by looking at the floor. My boyfriend didn’t even say anything to her. He tells me he’s upset and that’s it. I’m just so upset I have no words. Idk if it’s hormones or what but it’s like it killed everything for me. Respect is a big deal to me