TTC nerves

Hey! So a few weeks ago my husband and I decided to start trying for our second baby (we have a 3yo daughter) and we decided a few days after my ovulation so we had missed our chance last month. I felt really excited about it and was willing my period to start early so we could get on and start the process.

My period finished yesterday so now the fun begins but today I’ve felt really nervous and teary? I really don’t get it! I was buzzing a few weeks ago as I am so excited to experience a pregnancy (hopefully) not in a global pandemic, married, in a better job etc but I’m feeling kinda scared? Does anyone else feeling this conflicting excitement and fear?