I started dating this guy and I really love him he treats me really well so far we’ve been dating for a month now and he sold his place and moved in with me after like a week fast Ik but it just made more sense cause he never left my house anyway plus there was a lot of drama involved with his living situation but that’s another story anyways I just turned 18 a week ago and he’s 25 he has 2 kids and 2 toxic baby mothers that don’t allow him to see the baby unless he get back with her and marry her (she just want her green card cause she’s about to get deported.. once again that’s a whole other story for another time 😭Ik it’s a lot but this more so just me venting ANYWAYS ✋🏽there’s a chance I might be pregnant we had unprotected sex and he finished inside but it was on the last day of my ovulation so Ik that could lower the chances a bit it’s to early to tell I’m waiting for my period it’s due in a week and I’m stressed asf and honestly I’m more scared it will be negative Ik it’s so stupid I’m young so much to live for plenty of time for that blah blah but majority of my life I’ve been dealing with depression and have been suicidal constantly and recently in impatient treatment for an attempt and this is the first time in my life knowing I could be pregnant I’ve actually wanted to live and plan a future and not my funeral Ik either way it won’t be easy but I want it more than anything, he doesn’t want another baby rn which is understandable he wants to be more stable get our own place and try to get custody of the kids he already has so if I am pregnant he suggests an abortion (no he isn’t tryna force me to get one or pressuring me he says it’s not something he’s ready for rn but it’s my choice and he’ll be here either way. My life is just a huge mess rn