Help?

What do I do if I have missed my period and I don’t want anything more because I have past trauma? What if there is no choice left for me? I am deeply traumatised and I can’t deal with a baby human and I’m in plenty of unhealthy relationships right now that I can’t seem to get out of? I’m just not ready for this girls and what can I do to stay positive?

I have family issues, and external worries right now, how do I maintain my womanhood by staying strong?