9/2/24 day I found Out.

This week has been a whirlwind of emotions. baby number 5 was not planned. The tears wouldn't stop when I saw that second blue line my hands kept shaking, what I'm going to do? how am I going to tell everyone? kept going through my mind. I'm such a disappointment there will be no support system just shame.

9/2/24 Later that day

I pretended it wasn't happening all day even though my husband kept bring it up. I'm not okay......

9/3/24

Digital test (pregnant) my Heart racing I exhale not even realizing I was holding my Breath.. I guess I need to accept that it's real and not a dream. After attending all my apointments I asked to talk to a nurse at the health department. Nurse walks out calls out my name, we walked through the maze of the health department she sits me down. what are you here for she asked me. I start to studderd a bit when I told her I for got to pick up mt birth cobtrol after my husbands accedent and my period was 4 days late so i forgot my ovelation would be moved down and now my period is late. She had me pee in a cup for a pregnancy test. confirmed Positive due Date is May 15.

9/4/24

I know these feeling will be regretted, the baby is a better out come comsidering the only reason it was posible becouse my husband made it out alive from the horrible accent with the semi it was the only reason why he was home.