Went in to the ER after some spotting about a week after I took 3 positive tests. After going back at 6 weeks, there was no heartbeat. Today was 8 weeks, and I returned to my gynaecologist to find no growth and no heartbeat. I don't even know why I'm sharing because it still doesn't feel real. I wish I had words to explain the heartache. Straight after the appointment, my partner dropped me off and went back to work. I feel like I've been dealing with this unbearable grief alone. I wish things were different but maybe this is for the best...