Aunt flow was late this month which can be normal but it’s been a week so I’ve taken a test and bam their she is a positive 🙈 here I am thinking I was definitely finished having my babies especially after my youngest she wasn’t planned but we knew we wanted one more but she was was a prem Nicu baby and it made me so scared of having another but I felt like my family was complete well clearly the higher powers didn’t agree and we’ve been blessed with another miracle.

I just need the shock to wear of first because our life is about to be turned upside down.