I’m 6 days away from my period. Feeling like I’m out this cycle 😢 and I’m not sure if it’s because I want to be pregnant so bad that I’m scared of let down.

Feel like because I want it so bad that I just assume every symptom has to be due to pregnancy. 🤦🏼‍♀️ this month is the most we’ve every BD’d! I guess what I should do is just not be so focused on getting pregnant anymore. If it happens it happens and if it don’t it don’t.

Any other time I got pregnant was pretty fast and unplanned, except my last kid as he was planned. I’ve had 5 pregnancies, 2 successful and 3 miscarriages (due to BC affects). I want at least one more kid if not 2 more. But if I don’t I’ll be happy with just the 2 I have 😍