Tw!!! Sa

I was rap*d at 17 and got pregnant, then had a miscarriage very early on.

Now I’m 20 and I’ve been with my partner for a while having unprotected sex and I haven’t been on the pill for almost 2 years.

Yet…. I can not get pregnant I have irregular periods but the last two were normal and then I’ve missed this one. I keep taking pregnancy tests hoping and praying I’m pregnant but I never am. I don’t wanna let him down even though he assures me I’m not. I feel like I’m letting myself down too! How could a one time mistake turn into a pregnancy and now I can’t get pregnant and it’s been months and months and months