I just got done with my 2nd visit to my obgyn for this month. I have been trying to get pregnantfor almost 8 years naturally. My periods are irregula. The midwife i see i trust her becauseshe always makes sure i understand what is going on, being said, and actually hears my concerns and is very reassuring. Ive missed my for going onto 4 months now in a row. I am not pregnant. I have pcos. The first time this happened I was put on inducing period medication. I had to stop my <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> a few years back due to financial problems. Now the midwife I see she remembers or at least went back through my chart to talk to me when i seen her this time bc of my period still not arriving. I told her i was ready to resume. She laid out a plan for trying to figure out what was wrong. She didnt want to do phase one again, so phase two was going to be getting a look at my tubes to see if they are blocked and get a bigger picture of things. I also had bloodwork and test which were supposed to be given to me or told to me. I get there and i have a different midwife. Which is fine I'm sure they may be up to speed and if not I made sure to let it be known the type of drug my chosen midwife chose for me and my fertility problems that was planned. Long story short Basically she put me back onto phase one, gave me the fertility drug that does not work as well with my condition, and told me I have pcos like i didnt just tell her i had pcos. Im frustrated, i want to cry, my S/O didnt help by telling im just being inconsolable and can never seem to be happy, and all the information was confusing no matter the questions I asked. He spoke up about the fertility drug that his family used which is the drug i got. Im angry, frustrated, very wanting to cry right now because I feel like no one hears what I say. Like am I speaking a different language. At this point I'm on my final year of evening caring whether I have children or not and I'm only 30. Why am I going to keep trying if im not receivingthe info I need, and am not moving forward in treatment?