i recently miscarried a few days ago and my boyfriend is not understanding me, it’s been less then a week and he told me he has to move on, his work is stressful and he has school and it’s all a lot and that grieving is on the bottom of his priority list right now, he will try to be there as much as he can be for me and that loves me and knows how hard this is for me, my therapist diagnosed me with postpartum depression, told me i should join support groups but here i am bleeding in a diaper with the worst cramps ever unsure of what i should do, i just want him to force me out of the house and reassure me that we can get through this together and that i’m beautiful because i don’t really feel it right now, we got in a fight because in a few weeks he’s going to a concert festival and i think i’m just asking him too many questions but i only did so because i’m worried, i feel like i’m not fulfilling my role as a mom or a girlfriend or even as a daughter, i’ve lashed out on my own family this week whilst they don’t know know i was pregnant, my best friend is currently pregnant and i don’t wanna bare here with horrible news that could stress her out about her own pregnancy and i just feel so suicidal and alone, please help this is my last resort