I’m nervous lol

Don’t be it’s super common and natural. It’s ok to be scared, but yes you need to be relaxed to be able to squirt. Yes it does feel like you have to pee because there is a little bit of pee that escapes when you squirt.

Wow this is me too ! I’m just super nervous about it

honestly the first time i peed, put down a towel or do it in the shower where clean up is easy