Writing this as I’m sat here bawling my eyes out!!!

I have been having irregular/short cycles for some time now! I started bleeding quite lightly a couple of days ago and assumed it was AF! Bleeding now stopped! Made a GP appointment as I’m convinced I could be going through early menopause at 37. Something told me to do a test just in case and I swear there’s a shadow/vvvvvfl, am I delusional or is it there???? Really hard to catch on camera but I swear I see it!

I can’t stop crying! I’ve been trying to conceive for 12/13 years and had 3 losses! Really hard as I was pregnant around this time 5 years ago and lost my baby at 7 weeks! 😢

Help me!!!