Last night was a very scary night. Anyone who has read my posts I have said my teenager is extremely addicted to drugs. His dad was selling drugs behind my back that he found out about and his dad gave him drugs when he was 13. I didn't know about any of this until he almost died from an OD in the hospital off fentanyl that his dad couldn't even afford to pay for and drug dealer SA'd our son in front of my ex as payment while he was so out of it and ODing. I've struggled with getting him to stay sober. He's in therapy. In and out of rehab. He doesn't like talking about his SA. After everything and him continuing to do drug and he's 17 now I told him I love him and I'll be here to help him but if he wants to continue doing drugs when he's 18 he will have to leave my house because I'm not going to watch him kill himself. It broke my heart but he didn't want to stay sober. I won't have control over him when he's 18. He's not doing drugs in my house as an adult. Watching my child kill himself destroys me. He snuck out 3 days ago and just came back last night. I called the police and everything. When he came back his lip was bleeding. I asked what happened and he would not talk about it. He just broke down. I got him into the bath because he was having a panic attack and just hugging himself. I helped him back to bed and he still cries. Wouldn't tell me where he was. He did say he doesn't want to be like this anymore. He's currently going through withdrawal which I've been through a lot with him. Whatever happened... I hope this is his breaking point. I hope he finally realizes he needs to get and stay sober. Maybe he will finally choose his life because all I want is to save his life. I want to save my babies life.