Need some kind words

Arlene

Struggling so bad. This 3rd trimester is kicking my butt. 3rd baby and this is by far the hardest 3rd trimester I have had. I just want to curl in a ball and cry. My blood pressure been fine but my water weight sucks. Cant breathe. Have struggled with pelvic pain, scar tissue (from lrevious 2 emergency csections) pain, and not passing out if my heart rate goes up since 2md trimester. My husband has been gone for 3 days, trying to get work done before baby comes in 24 days. But caring for my other 2 kids, animals and horses.... even trying to do the bare minimum, and Im so tapped out emotionally and physically. Sleep has been so hard for the last few months. Thanks for listening to me for a minute if anyone read this.