Your birthday is coming up, I always get so sad around this time but I have to hide it. Holidays are coming up and I need to get it together for your little brother. See every single day that I watch him play I always imagine you by him, I’m so upset that you’re gone it’s been 4 years that you left and I cannot accept it. I will never forget you I knew I was never going to be okay again. I graduated school got a new car, and I’m not happy. I just wish you were, I need you here.