I already can feel I'm wrong and selfish. I love my boyfriend and I trust him more than anything. Honestly I think I just have unresolved trauma from watching my parents cheat and beat on each other than I ended up in a relationship with a man who cheated on me and was awful. So I feel I am wrong and being an insecure weirdo. I wanted outside opinions and if I'm being an insecure weirdo please let me know and u promise I'm planning to get therapy. I'm on the wait-list.

My husband is best friends with a guy who is bisexual. My husband himself isn't bi. He's straight. They've been friends for 19 years and are practically brothers. His best friend was in a relationship with a guy but they broke up and my boyfriend let his best friend move in to his apartment. My boyfriend was venting because he's worried about his friends trying to commit suicide because when he let him shower he heard him sobbing so he knocked on the bathroom and asked if he could come in and his best friend was in the the tub having a panic attack and covered in bruises and crying the he wants to die. So my boyfriend just sat next to him outside the top to give him a hug. I'm giving a trigger warning for possible assault but according to my boyfriend there was blood in the water so he thinks there may have been some type of sexual assault between him and his ex before he moved in that day and my boyfriend basically bathed his friend.

This is where I feel I'm just being an insecure weirdo. It bothers me that he saw someone who is attracted to men naked. I know I'm being stupid because realistically the last thing on his best friends mind was probably sex. I feel even more stupid typing this out. I'm very jealous. I know I need to work on that. I just felt some type of way because I know for a fact I wouldn't want him seeing a female naked. So a guy that's also attracted to men feels like the same. I just needed to know if I have a right to worry or if like I said, I'm being an insecure weirdo.

*** I don't mind criticism but please stop being rude or name calling me. I asked for constructive criticism. Also me and my boyfriend aren't legally married but he calls me wifey and I sometimes call him hubby or husband. No we are not legally married.