I’m about to go into my first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle. Hopeful but cautious. I never really thought I’d be here. How do you manifest something while also guarding your heart? Secondary infertility is so real. The emotional toll it takes is heavier than any physical symptom, any medical procedure, any medication and needle.

I didn’t think I was “old.” I didn’t think we’d “have problems.” I never thought I’d be in a position where I wasn’t sure what the future would hold. I’m so glad I have my son but I always pictured 2 kiddos who have each other.