I have a restraining order on my child’s father, she’s 6 years old, it took me 3 temporary restraining orders to finally get it finalized. Only because he threatened to give me and my children covid told me that he hopes me and children die. He harassed me so bad that I had to change my number, I would have 40 missed calls, 20 texts from him within an hour. He stalks me tries to follow me home. It’s been a time when he came to the daycare to pick up both of my kids when we only have one together. Daycare had to call the cops because he wouldn’t leave. When lived at my parents house him and his mother both attacked me which caused a huge fight between my family and his. He stalks my Facebook and instagram. I like my Facebook up so that my other family members can find me because I don’t know all them and we live in different states. The judge granted him parenting time I gave the judge all the evidence that I have she still allowed him to participate in parenting time. His mother communicates with me as far as my daughter goes, we came to the conclusion that the fight was due to him telling her one thing and me another. Not to mention he harasses me friends. Also has another people inbox me as well. It’s a lot of other things that have went on overtime as well. I keep going to the courts and the police station over and over again. I’m tired of being harassed stalked and beat. So with that being said I moved to another state, got a pit bull trained it to attack and got licensed to carry. Even when I pick up our child at the pickup/drop off location if his mother is not with him he tries to follow me. I told his mother she tells me she’s tired of our mess and that we should be together for the child’s sake. Even his cousins, aunts see that he has an issue not to mention they tired to get him help and talk to his mom about therapy but she won’t listen. Also his mother who has a permit in NJ brought him a gun in her name. With a restraining order you are not supposed to have any weapons firearms etc. I told the courts this they told me that I have no proof but my daughter told me she saw him with it. My family and friends know that if I end up dead or coming up missing it’s him. What else is there for me to do. I’m scared