Is it bad I feel this way??

So I have been ttc 4 1/2 years and I’m getting so tired of it yes I’ve tried “not trying” “relaxing” “taking a vacation” “it will happen when it will happen”.

And I’m tire of it all and ive tried it all except for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> and iuis but I do se a fertility dr but when I asked to just try medication they tell me they won’t do it unless I’m doing a <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> and I don’t want to have to pay 15 grand to do one <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> that has the possibility of failing.

Idk I just feel like I’m tired of waiting for my turn like seeing everyone else around me get pregnant so fast like not just on social media but friends and family it hurts and on top of that they make insensitive comments like I had a friend who just got pregnant on accident with her ex and she ended up getting a abortion and she told me at least you can’t get pregnant because this sucks and I was broken 😞. Sorry for the rant I just feel so alone and so heartbroken😭