Im here for the girls lurking in the posts who never get to participate. I had 9 miscarriages over the course of 10 years before i gave birth to my daughter 4 years ago. Since then ive had a slew of miscarriages and my first ectopic in april had my right tube removed about 2 years ago, then almost a year to the day, my 2nd ectopic. That one was treated with the shot. Every time i go to the hospital they look at me the same. Its her again. They must think im crazy, or irresponsible with my body, or both. Their eye brows go up when they hear how many times ive tried and lost. You know what you want. You would give anything for tiny feet pitter pattering down the hallway. The sleepless nights everyone complains about on your timeline are what youd give anything for. I get it. I see you. I got lucky, my daughter must have been my one in a million shot because here i am trying again and everything is going against me. I hope that each of you get your miracle. Dont lose hope, dont let the eyebrows and sighs and "its her again"s discourage you. I see you. <3 baby dust to all of you.