Hi… new here

This is my first time experiencing a miscarriage. I have a son already, but my fiancé and I just lost our second last week… honestly I’m kinda nervous to try again. There’s times where I don’t want to and I just wanna give it all up. I’m worried that it’s just gonna happen again and again and we’ll never have another.

Right now I’m going through all the emotional stuff. I’m trying to take my hormone vitamins to start balancing them out again and it’s helping a bit. I’m taking very root powder too cause of the blood loss. I really don’t know when to start trying again and I don’t really know what to expect anymore. I just don’t know if I’m looking forward to getting pregnant again and going through the same thing.