This is silly

This is silly but I feel like part of my inner childhood was healed. Me and my wife have been married 6 years and have 2 sons. I was scared to have son's because my dad was so abusive towards me and my brother's. He wanted to make a "man" out of us but really he was just a drunk who slapped our mother around until she got fed up and left.... Without us... So he started beating on us. I never thought I would be a good father but last night me and my boys were laying on our bed because he finally got a new mattress and it was a California king. We just laid down and watched Bluey. And it's silly but I cried. And I have not cried in over 10 years. I physically felt part of my inner child being healed.. that is all.