So this is a serious question I’m like shaking right now.

I know this is wrong on so many levels but I need answers.

Is it shady for my “boyfriend” to play a game on his phone that he chats with random people around the world but he won’t let me see the chat. He closes it out real fast when I enter the room or he won’t chat when I’m next to him. He also gets real mad when I bring it up too. He hides this chat more than he hides anything on his phone. He values it a lot. He says there’s nothing to see and he don’t have nothing to prove to me.

I think this is shady as hell. He values it so much he doesn’t care if I move out and he pays child support. It means that much to the guy. Oh and I wrote about it on his Facebook and guess what? He deleted it. Clearly he knows at least a little bit it’s fucked up.

Also with how defensive he is I’ve caught him watching porn and jerking off while I’m home! It’s like he has some sort of addiction to something I’ll never be. And honestly this shit is destroying my mental health. He will not compromise on showing me. The defensiveness is strong in this situation. I just don’t understand how a person can be so uptight about a fricking chat.

This is something I’ve noticed for a while me walking out in the living room or me showing up to him.

And it’s funny, he told me I was neglecting him that’s why he resorted to doing himself! Ummm I’m not neglecting nobody but I proceeded to fuck him the next 3 days and you know what he said the 3rd time? He said it’s too much and got mad. He got mad right after he nutted like….idk why someone would be so mad. Maybe he wanted to save his load for himself, I have no idea.

He says I can leave but I’m leaving our child. This person wants me to abandon my baby. Why in the f would someone want that from me? I’m not walking away from my baby, I’d have to be dead to walk away.

I’m just about done with the guy. There’s nothing for me with him. My emotions need to get out of here because they are holding me up.

Also when I file for child support there’s an option on the application that asks if you have been threatened or scared to file child support, I’m going to be checking that box. This man is fucking nuts!

Yes he can play with himself but there’s a reason why he’s distant and hiding stuff.