Husband pressing

I just found out I’m pregnant. Again and I didn’t want that to happen. I told my ob and asked for birth control and she refused to give me any. Told me to use condoms when I was telling her condoms weren’t going to work. And my partner refused to wear condoms when I asked him too. Just completely ignored me when I told him to put one on. So I’m not elated at 5 months pp that I’m pregnant again. I told everyone I wasn’t ready and no one listened or respected me on it.

My husband kept pressuring me to talk about what was wrong last night. I was like I don’t want to talk right now, let me process what & how I want to say things and we can discuss in just a bit. He refused to do that and kept following me around. Wouldn’t let me move around him and just kept asking. So I start to tell him I didn’t want to be pregnant right now. I’m terrified, and terrified of possibly having yet another traumatic c section birth like the last one 5 months ago. He told me that birth was so easy, it’s not that big of a deal.

After all the pressuring me to talk and me saying this, he walks away from me and gets on his video game. Refuses to talk to me now and says we will talk about it tomorrow. What was the point in all of that? He was borderline harassing me, in my face and the second I go fine, let’s talk instead of just giving me some space, he just walks away like I don’t matter. Ignores me which is what happens every single time I want to talk to him about how I’m feeling or in general. He gives me the silent treatment and won’t talk to me for up to a few days. Vs if I just don’t say anything unless it’s about shit he wants to talk about.