I miscarried about 6 weeks ago at 14 weeks. I have really struggled with how I feel about everything. We have 4 children and planned to be done but got pregnant with a surprise. It felt like God wanted us to have one more and I was finally starting to wrap my head around having another baby when I miscarried. When we lost the baby I felt so lost and confused.

I don’t know if we should have another baby or stick to our original plan of only having 4 children. My heart aches for the baby we lost but I don’t know if I should have another one. I thought I was doing better but this week has been hard because I would have been 20 weeks and I miss my baby so much.

I know God is good but it really sucks going through a miscarriage. Especially when that may be the way we end our family. I hate ending our family on losing a baby. 💔