I’m 19 now and had sex with the women that took my virginity years later again so I want to share my story. I was just 12 when it happened and she was a 29 year old widow. I would often sleep over at my friends place so I got to know her pretty well, I had a crush on her and she knew that. At one point my parents let me sleep over for a couple days at my friends house so I would sleep at the guest room. Nancy which was her name would come over to my room every night to say goodnight and would rub on my leg , often complimenting me on how much older I’m getting and about my growing little hairs on my legs, she knew me since I was like 8. At this point I haven’t masturbated or watched porn but I knew friends that had so I was getting a hard on and feeling a little horny which was new for me at the time every time she would rub on my leg, she would notice my bulge. At one night she would rub my leg near my pubic area so I grabbed her hand to let her touch it but she backed off quick, I was a little embarrassed. Next night she rubbed my leg and then gave my bulge a little squeeze and whispered to me to pretend I’m sick and stay home from school. I obliged so next morning I told them I was sick so I was waiting for my friend and his 2 other brothers to leave to the bus which seemed like an eternity. After they left she called out for breakfast and she had a very short robe on, I could see her ass especially when she would bend down. We ate and we started talking about school and stuff, then she led me to her bedroom. I had a raging hard on I could feel the vibe turning very sexual. We sat on her bed and started talking about girls and relationships, she asked me if I ever had a girlfriend or kissed any one of course I said no. She asked me if I want to feel what it is to kiss and I said yes so she went over and kissed me, to this day I can remember how her lips felt. My dick was straight up raging, she told me how when I get older I will start thinking about girls and sex etc and she would love to teach me, she told me about her husband passing away and hasn’t done anything since. Telling me how cute I am and she always really had liked me. She grabbed my bulge and started making out with me, eventually she took my shirt off and asked me if I can keep a secret, I said yes getting excited on what was about to go down, then she took off my shorts and boxers leaving me fully naked. My dick was not that big but very stiff at this point, she got on her knees and started kissing my stomach and all over my pubic area, she made me stand up and started caressing my ass telling me I feel so smooth, she then grabbed my dick and started kissing it and licking it a couple of times eventually putting it all in her mouth, she started sucking on it and I was going out of my mind, her mouth felt so warm and I could feel her lips and tongue, I started to moan which I thought girls only could, it was honestly feeling really really good I started to feel a funny feeling I’ve never felt before, i was trying to hold off this weird feeling until I couldn’t and eventually just bucked my hips and let out a small scream when I felt my muscles release my first load of cum, she held my ass really tight and I was feeling my dick twitch over and over I couldn’t believe the euphoria, she got off wiped some clear substance i had released and asked me how i was feeling I said heaven lol. She got up and took off her robe having a first gaze at a women’s naked body. I got a hard on right away and I started to touch her all over. She let me suck on her boobs for a little bit. She got on the bed and told me she wanted to feel what I just had. I got on her bed and she let me touch her vagina for the first time, it felt weird honestly but she guided my finger in, then she wanted to feel my tongue so she guided me on how to eat her, she eventually orgasmed telling me how she hasn’t felt this for a long time. I lay down next to her and she starts kissing me, she grabs my raging hard on and asks me again to swear if I can keep a secret since she could get in big trouble for this, I sweared I would. She said ok and told me to get in between her legs. I did and she grabbed my dick and guided me inside her. When I pushed in oh lord I remember the first contact of her vagina walls feeling very warm and wet, it felt like her mouth but better I started to think to myself if I was in heaven and how this is happening all to fast but i wasn’t complaining. I got fully in and she told me to move back and forth like a grown man, as I did I remember her vagina walls hugging my dick, she eventually hugged me up so I felt like I was hugged up in literal heaven, feeling her naked body against mine I had my head to the side just above her boobs and below her neck just enjoying the feeling, she eventually grabbed my head up and started kissing me. I started to feel that weird feeling from earlier I didn’t hesitate to feel it again so I was pumping faster now and she wrapped her legs around me and held my ass tight and said let it out as I started to squeal from the immense pleasure I was feeling. She started to also cum and tightened her walls up too. I felt my dick twitching for what seem like an eternity. This is the best feeling I’ve ever felt in my life. We layed there for a good while in the same position, I was just processing everything that had just happened , how I’m just a kid and literally not a virgin anymore, all my friends at school probably bored while my lucky dick is inside this hot mom all naked it all seem surreal to me, like the luckiest kid in the world. I got another hard on from these thoughts and she felt it and said keep fucking me so I went it at again, this time I was pounding with all my might, I was honestly enjoying and having fun at this point. Even though I must of been small she seemed to enjoy my dick fucking her and she orgasmed again and then again when I finished once again in her. Looking back it was probably the thrill she was feeling that made her finish as I was really not big enough at that time. After the sex she told me I felt amazing and how she could feel my dick twitching inside her and that it felt good having a part of me in her, even though nothing came out of me. I remember the glances between us when all the kids came back home and I had a raging hard on the whole time talking to my friend pretending to be sick who has no idea was had just happened. Sadly it was planned for me to be back home at that night, my mom came and talked to Nancy for a little bit not knowing she just gave her son the best day of his life. I went home utterly satisfied but I wanted that feeling again I could not stop thinking about it all night. I felt like a badass going to school the next day I was very happy and confident. Next time I got the chance with her it was intense.

The reason for remembering and writing this story is that I reached to her to thank her for the memories and come over for my graduation of high school. I didn’t talk to her son at this point anymore and he went to a different school but she came to visit me anyways. When I saw her I felt all the memories rush back in and I got a hard on and asked her to do it again but she said no she was engaged at this point, well until months later she reached out to me saying she wants to feel me again and how much I’ve grown since, she was still with her finance but wanted to feel me one more time.

Looking back it was very predatory of her to take advantage of a young kid like me, even though the experience was very good and pleasurable, it made me very very addicted to sex , especially blowjobs and cream pies, and masturbation at such an early age. After the first encounter I could not stop myself from masturbating and watching porn, I was trying to always chase that feeling that I first felt in her mouth. I did have sex with her for a year on and off which was great but I needed more, I started to take girls virginities at school , using them for sex. Going for many older women and try to lie about my age, I also count not concentrate at school for just thinking about sex and sex all day. When I got in a relationship I would bet upset for the girl not wanting sex as soon and then cheating. I was just obsessed with sex but I won’t lie if I said I didn’t have such great experiences with different girls too that also had the same addiction and it also did let me to have a lot of confidence and love myself. By the time I was 18 I felt like I got it out of my system and am much more calm down but I am still always down for sex and honestly still chase that high from the very first time which was the best orgasm I ever felt since it was my first, and honestly in a way thank her for it since I love saying I had my first orgasm in a women’s mouth than on my hand or shorts and it made a amazing first impression on sex. Honestly I’m just embracing and being thankful for the experience I had as a kid because at the end what’s happened has happened I can’t change it and it made me who I am today, and I am glad she is still out there.