Struggling post op

I had laprascopic excision of endometriosis and mirena coil insertion 4 weeks ago. It’s been a hard recovery physically but also mentally. I haven’t felt like myself since before the surgery and sometimes I just sit and cry about it all. The pain is intense and I’m constantly struggling with pain or being uncomfortable and I’ve bled every day since surgery too. I’ve got a bloated belly that makes me look pregnant as well so it’s hard to feel confident about myself when I’ve got a belly and scars. I know realistically that these are only little things but I’m just struggling with it all.