Feeling like a terrible person/mom and needing validation.

I’ve known my whole life that I wanted kids, it was never a question for me. We now have an almost 1 week old baby and all I can think about is that I want my old life back. I want the calm, lazy weekends and the freedom to do whatever we want again. I love her but I’m terrified that I’m starting to regret having a baby and that makes me feel horrible and trapped.

I’m very aware of postpartum depression and am being vigilant with plans to talk with my doctors if needed but can’t seem to get away from these feelings. Anyone else have this struggle?