12dpo Iwas so hopeful too ttc sucks

So tracked my ovulation, peaked on the 20th of November and by the 21st was back to low opk.

Did the deed the days before and on the 20th.

Should be about 12dpo I think today, I was so hopeful this was the month for us. Had a major stop you in your tracks breath through it cramp for a minute yesterday on my left side and today it’s pink when I wipe. Normally have a 33 day cycle but I expected it a bit later with the positive opk being the 20th. Can’t lie I’m gutted, it’s so disheartening when AF rocks up, two week wait feels a year long trying not to symptom watch.

Not sure in the point of the post, maybe some positive vibes, hoping to get those two pink lines at some point :(