Um..is there a line?

Hello afternoon!

So I recently had sex and it had been awhile so I didn’t think to check my calendar. It had been a year and some months so I was excited and happy. Well yes I slipped up and had sex during my ovulation week. It didn’t dawn on me until after we had sex. My period is due to come Monday. I usually get PMS right before but I haven’t.

Anyways the guy I had sex with is only 23 doesn’t want children right now. He wants to start having children next year. He is open to it if it happens it happens. I am on birth control, the shot. I am due to get it this upcoming Wednesday. I am 30 with 4 children of my own already who are older. Youngest is turning 6 this month.

I know it’s selfish to say but I said if I am or did get pregnant I would keep my baby and not tell him anything. I’ll just say I don’t know the father. I know it’s a huge age gap between us but he makes me so happy and vice versa. Not to mention he rocks my world. I plan on keeping my distance from him until I test again. Idk if yall can see the line but it’s very faint

Anyways advice or tips welcomed. Remember we listen and we don’t judge!