I have been with my boyfriend for 4 years now and this has hands down been the BEST relationship I have ever been in. Every box is checked except the sex box! 😫

We both have past experiences, however for some reason sex as a whole just doesn’t feel good for me! Whenever I talk to my friends about sex, they always say it’s mind blowing and how they finish multiple times, but Ive never felt that. When I say this, the response is “well you just haven’t met the right guy yet”, and “you’ll cum with the right man for you”. I have had many sexual partners in the past and I have never felt anything crazy before.

This makes me really depressed because my boyfriend is someone I would marry right now. He is PERFECT but… I would be lying if I said I wasn’t sexually curious. I just want to feel what other women feel but I know its not worth ruining my healthy/perfect relationship. Any advice or am I just broken :( .

Answering some questions I think I’ll receive:

His PP is NOT small at all.

He does foreplay.

He lasts a VERY long time.

He has made women finish in the past.

He tries hard to make me finish, but I just never do (nor never have before).

Begging for advice🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼