30 and never had a boyfriend

I posted on here years ago about how every guy I’ve ever dated, has ended things and said they didn’t love me.

I have just turned 30. This year, was briefly dating a guy and the same 5thing happened. Telling me we’re not the right fit, ima wonderful person though bla bla bla.

I’ve also never had good sex. Never had an orgasm.

I put myself out there, I go to gym, hobbies, work, dating apps and it’s just failing. I’ve tried so many things

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Even asked out recently by a guy who was a personal trainer. He was at my gym telling me I’m beautiful, took me out for a drink but he was being too forward. When I didn’t want to have sex yet as I explained I want to take things slow, he never spoke to me again and now ignores me.

This Christmas, I got my family having serious talks about how I need to find a partner. What’s more I really want kids.

Every guy I’ve ever dated, has ended things and then soon found love with someone else. Whilst I date, and no one is interested.

Pic of me here, but perhaps I’m missing something. Feel hopeless this Christmas.

Now I’m in my 30s, it’s causing me a lot of anxiety, I am happy alone but where have my 20s gone and why did not one man commit to me in my 20s. Yet they found someone else