I had love like the notebook...

But he would do drugs monthly so i had to leave him. Its been 7 years and he still begs for me back but occasionally still does drugs. I miss our love so much but i know us not being together is for the best.... i just cant help thinking what our lives would be like if i actually married him. Our love was fun, easy, lovely, everything i ever imagined living in a fantasy would be like.. he wasnt bad on drugs or anything, he was still as loving as they come but i just couldnt stand seeing him put that shit up his nose. He says he'll stop for me but if he hasnt stopped for himself, he never will stop...