Think I need to go see a therapist

My bf is 54 I’m 22

He’s not there when it comes to emotions he thinks I’m too sensitive for him and yes I am sensitive I cry over things other might shove there shoulder at I don’t know how to shake that off I try to avoid to talk him about my problems and call my grandmother about it but he wants me to show feelings with him but when I do it’s too much for him I try to call my grandmother and I told him because I didn’t want to overwhelm him and he took upon himself to call her on his phone when I told him I’ll call her on my phone then got mad and said u crying is getting to me ur an adult I know I’m adult but if I’m talking to my grandma not u then it’s my business I don’t know what to do I don’t like cold shoulder people when he cries or emotional I’m right there for him right away and allow him to express himself with no judgement I just need to close up when it comes to him and just deal with things on my own and just show no emotions with him I think I need to see a thespist

I tell him I need friends instead of talking to u he just says talk to the ppl at ur job he doesn’t allow me to go out & find someone I don’t do that friends with co workers at all for a reason so I don’t know what to do I try to do what he says