Would you watch their execution

I wanted to update when I was in a better headspace. I don't think I am. I just think I'm numb. My son's birthday passed. He would be 17. But he's gone. My child was murdered by someone who was supposed to be his friend. I made the decision to not to court for the day they would be showing his autopsy photos because this person raped my child. Brutally murdered them. Then raped their corpse and his body wasn't even found right away. I didn't want to see that. They were found guilty. And sentenced to death.

The death sentence isn't quick. I know he could be on death row for 20 years. Maybe I'll have different thoughts and be a different person in 20 years. But would you go and watch the execution. My ex says he will. He has the thought process a life for a life. I don't know if I will or won't in how many years he's on death before he's executed. I guess I just won't think about it until then