Looking for perspective

Hi all!

Not really sure where to post to apologies if it’s in the wrong group.

I had to have a medical termination in October due to a missed miscarriage. This would have been my 4th child. I think about them everyday.

Myself and my partner haven’t been using protection since but I’ve not fallen pregnant. I’m now starting to wonder if I should even be adding another child.

I know I wouldn’t regret it and I’ve always wanted 4 children max however I’m not sure anymore if it’s sensible? Particularly financially. We’d make it work but it would add a lot of pressure. I just don’t want to regret not having another.

I was planning on getting my tubes tied after the one I lost in October.

If you’ve read on, I guess my question is, has anyone been in the same boat on questioning another child and what did you decide/feel regarding your decision?

Thanks ☺️