Husband wants to remain ignorant

These past few years have been hard financially. It's hard to be chipper everyday when life kind of sucks. I had to quit my job and since I have things have gotten worse. We moved into a great apartment we can't afford anymore and have to move again. We've moved a total of 6 times in the last 3 years. I want a home my children can grow in already and my husband keeps telling me to stop being sad. Stop telling me how to feel. Stop telling me everything is okay when it isn't. Stop feeding me bullshit and making me feel like an asshole for not being a ray of sunshine all the time. Life I'd getting harder and harder and it's getting harder to fake a smile. I hate when men can't handle a woman being emotional and I'm not going to pretend I don't have them to make him comfortable.