I need some hope…almost 30 cycles now 😩

My last loss was at 6 weeks in April of 2023. I am in perimenopause and have fairly regular cycles and still ovulate per bbt and OPKs. I was really beginning to lose hope, then this month I got all the pregnancy symptoms! Temps looked good and even had implantation bleeding on 7 dpo, so I thought FINALLY, it’s happening. I took at test on 9 dpo and there was a vvvfl, but it was there. I tested again at 10 and 11 dpo and I think it’s negative now? Temps dipped on 9/10 dpo, but went back up today.

I’m so confused! I’m leaning towards a chemical, but usually my temps will come down. Also, I’ve had ongoing cramping and hot flashes? Has anyone else had hot flashes since ovulation and been pregnant? This is a new one for me.

If you got this far, thank you for taking the time to read. 🙏 🙂 I’m really hoping I am pregnant since it’s still early, but after going through chemicals in the past, it’s hard not to worry.

**Update**

Unfortunately, I started spotting today. Still negatives on tests and bbt did not rise back up very far, so I’m pretty sure it was a chemical. 😩