Exhausted of myself and life

Idk what to do with myself anymore. I’ve had a stuttering problem since I was young. 25 years later, it’s worse than ever. I’m currently in a mess at work where everyone hates me and has caused drama for me. It’s gotten to the point where I need to leave but this job is currently paying my bills. I’m struggling because it’s hard for me to work anywhere. One, I don’t have a lot of experience so I can’t apply to lots of places, and second stuttering is killing me. It’s the reason why I’m also having a hard time to find a job. I can’t talk to anyone, answer my phone, etc. I’ve had a recent phone interview and I couldn’t do it at all and hung up. I try so hard to just speak but I couldnt. I’ve gone to therapy, etc but it didn’t help very much. I can’t even decide on a career path because stuttering has taken over everything to where I can’t do anything. Idk what to do.