Does anyone else fear for their children ?

So I may just be projecting, but because I was SA and raped many times throughout my life, I am afraid something could happen to my kids. I have been in therapy since I was a teenager off and on but I have been going the last 5 years straight. My therapist knows I’m over protective and knows my reasons. I’m just so scared to send them to school (I homeschool). One of my first sexual abuse experiences happened at school as a 1st grader. Although I was molested at home before this (around 4/5 years old). How can I ever overcome my fears? How can I allow my children to live normal lives? When I see children I am afraid and have terrible fears about them like even my friends kids at church, I want to protect everyone. I don’t want anyone to go through what I went through. It happened to me from like 4 years old to 19 years old and different men. I have zero faith in humanity. Btw I’m 29 now with 2 sons.