Lost our dog and I feel like a bad partner

I ended up losing one of our dogs and I feel awful about it. I feel like I let my partner down and that I lost trust with him. This dog has been lost before and my partner has lost him as well. Thankfully that day we found him at an animal shelter and got him back. This time I tried calling an animal shelter but they didn’t have him.

Both dogs ended up getting out but I managed to find one and not the other one. The reason why they got out is because our back gate was opened my a maintenance man and I guess he didn’t close the gate correctly. I should have inspected it closer but from what I could see the gate looked closed to where the dogs can’t get out. It’s just the gate is difficult to close fully, there are rocks under the gate and you have to physically lift up the gate to put it in it’s spot to close. It’s one of those privacy fence gates.

So I assume the guy probably didn’t put it back all the way properly. Or maybe he just didn’t bother to close it fully idk.

Anyway, I feel guilty because I also haven’t done other things my partner has asked of me like he’s been wanting me to shave I guess down there but I haven’t because I’m 24 weeks pregnant and it’s difficult for me to reach and then I keep forgetting because idk I’m just busy most days. Ik that’s TMI but it’s been bothering him a lot that I don’t shave much down there. And I feel like he’s also been upset about me not feeding the dogs right away in the morning when I’m off.

In my defense he goes to work at 6am and I’m just thinking he could feed them before he goes to work…?or just be patient and let me wake up and feed them later on in the morning. It doesn’t have to be right then and there.

But yeah now I lost one of our dogs and idk if we’ll get him back ;/by the grace of god I found one of them but the other wasn’t with that one and idk why…