As bad as I wanted to be a mom, now that I am one I don’t feel this job is for me. My daughter is 6 months old she’s an angel but I’ve lost myself entirely. My patience, my sense of self, feeling fulfilled, all these things have gone. I miss my old life, when I made good money and I was free to do as I please, I had a social life, I was fun and outgoing, I was confident.. I don’t know who I have become. Im so anxious all the time and I can’t find the time to just sit and think and sort my life out.