Okay, I’m 10 w4d pregnant. I have never felt so exhausted in my life. I get home from work at 4, sleep until 7. Wake up and try to eat something in the hopes that it won’t make me sick, then go back to bed just to wake up at 7:30. I’m exhausted. Legitimately cannot make myself get up for work until the last possible second.

I don’t get ready. I don’t wear makeup. I don’t take good care of myself. I try to drink water and take my prenatal but my normal ones make me gag and puke so I take the chewy ones. I feel under the weather literally 24/7. Nothing helps me feel better. I take long showers and just lay on the floor with the hot water on me.

I feel depressed because I can’t get myself to live my life normally. I don’t get up. I don’t get ready. I have anxiety 24/7. I am praying this all goes away in a few weeks when I hit my second trimester but I am legitimately terrified it won’t. Did anyone else deal with this? Almost disassociating from their life because of their pregnancy? Feeling HORRIBLE all the time???

Almost makes me not want to have anymore children. This has been so hard on me mentally and physically.