No period but negative result

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On the 4th of this month, I was spotting light pink blood for a few hours. It was after I ovulated so i was hoping its implantation..plus i had dull cramps. Now ive taken like 3 test and all negative! But still no period. I stopped BC last summer and my period was irregular. The last few months its been back to normal. I really want to be pregnant! Idk if im testing too early but everyone i know got a positive result by now. I cant stop crying and i have no one to talk to because ofc i havent told my family or friends.